Educational: Stalling out on Begger's in Spain, but fully intend to finish it, and the rest of EJ's reading list. As for actual schoolwork, I don't have anything huge pending, just a couple small things that are gonna eat a lot of time over the next two days. I've got to write another 7 pages of Poetry before noon, but I have plenty of time for ( Read more... )

Record of an all night train ride ( Read more... )

So, I don't know. It could be any number of things. It could be that I'm viewing her differently now that I know about what happened with Alex. Or maybe her complete and total indifference towards me is just...frustrating me in a way that I just don't react to well. I thrive on strong emotions, I've always known that, and now, could the lack of ( Read more... )

Dreams like that make me want to leave PC, if only for the experience of actually leaving. Stupid dreams need to stop trying to make me make destructive choices.

-grumbles-

If you saw me in a police car, what would you think I got arrested for?

Answer me, then if you want, post to your own journal and see how many crimes you get accused of.

Worried about her. Jealous of him. Disappointed in myself ( Read more... )

Is it weird that my most intense fantasy about her is a kiss? It seems weird, for someone who is so intensely interested in sex and intimacy, that the thing that matters most in this specific case is that simple image that plays over and over again every time that I look at her ( Read more... )

Nights suck.

This conclusion is backed up by alot of days where nothing goes wrong, and a lot of nights where everything does. Very few days have things go so terribly, and very few nights go as well as hoped.

Conclusion: Maybe I'll start trying to do things when the sun is up, and ignore nights.

I got good news today ( Read more... )

Plan for the Day ( Read more... )