It shocked me so much to see him cry. I made him do that. He said it was his back pain. He needed to go home. But he cried. I slept alone. How should I feel, considering what he did to me? Things gotta finish with him. It's ugly. It's wounded me. But since it seems I'm surviving, I think I'll have grown ( Read more... )

I've lost my mind. Utterly and Completely lost it.

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Hm last night I got into such a neurotic and restless mood. I ate dinner at my parents' house for my sister-in-law, Erika's, birthday. There were 3 of my nieces and 1 of my nephews there, all aged 2 or under. Normally I don't mind AT ALL when the kids get fussy and cry/scream. But this time however, I couldn't handle it and had to dismiss myself ( Read more... )

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Here I write from the Interlochen Art's Academy. I just read through all my old entries and I forgot how much I wanted to come here. I'm still happy i came here, but i am definitely faced with more trying experiences than i was at home. it's a growing experience. gotta pee.

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