Who would have thought I'd wait for you ( Read more... )

So, I've managed to fix my computer. I don't know what I did, but it worked better than what Chris attempted to do while drunk. I am majorly happy!

I redyed my hair red. Thanks to Petra :)


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My feelings are so mixed up and there are so many of them. I just don't know anymore.

With my head in my hands I sit and cry...

When I look back on yesterday I see you. I see everything we've been through and now I see how far we've made it. There have been many times we almost lost one another in the storm, times where I couldn't see a clear view of your face... But somehow, the sun rises and I see you - I will always have you. Every time we're over the past, we find one ( Read more... )

Last night I had a realization that I wanted everything to change. I want to be a normal girl, I want to live a normal life. I thought today I'd start this fresh until the past was brought to the present again. She came over and she's just like a bright light shining; a burst of energy. Maybe I'll go see her or maybe not. Only time will tell.

And that just made me lose that much respect for her...
What the fuck.

I would rather paper flowers than ones that will wilt and whither away...

Im stuck here wondering if things will ever look up.

I often wonder what people think of me when they see me.
weirddd.