emotions sucks. i really think i am going semi insane. so insane that im a huge dick and i hate myself

well, lately ive been pretty happy. id even say in a good modd. which is cool. maybe its because ive been nicer to everyone. i dont know. maybe im just cool. too cool for school??? who knows. i sure dont. or do i. :/. thast an attempted i dont know face. ive been listening to brihgt eyes alot lately. youd think it would make me sad but its been ( Read more... )

well this weekend has been long and isnt even over. you ever wonder if people think about you when you arent around. i honestly dont know if people do. i dont know. i just feel kind of lost and alone. i mean i know i have finreds and i know they care, but the lonliness of not having somone there. i mean somone i can just be wiht to be wiht . no ( Read more... )

i feel like i just need to kiss someone. so if anyone wants to make out please im me and tell me. i know this sounds silly but i just kinda need it

ok she doesnt hate me, but she does find me annoying and doesnt want me around hardly at all. i guess its understandable. she told me she was sorry i was in love with her. harsh. it hurt. i gotta get by. i met this new kid today. pretty cool kid. tongiht i have to work so come and visit me at carmike. after im going to matts. movie night. sorry

sarah hates me. i tried walking wiht her today and she got mad. and said im obsessing. sorry. im still in love wiht you. get ti through you head please. if she hates me id be sad but i have to move on. i skipped last hour because im a hardass. yeah thats right im a hardass

ok im doing this so maybe i can get some participation. ask me three questions and ill answer.

ok i dont know about you guys but i hate it with a passion when people keeps there feelings bottled up on the inside. they try to act normal but you can just tell. post if you think so too. and that is something that really pisses me off

ok. well i got my last kiss. so amazing. her lips are so full and just ...no words can express. i mean somewhere inside i hope its not the last kiss, but for now it really has helped me out. the fact that i i got one. i got to really say goodbye. it felt good. it kinda made me feel bad that she kinda pulled away and stuff and i kinda wish i didnt ( Read more... )

well today i went almost the whole day without talking to her. it was very hard. she actually cmae talk to me and it felt pretty good. i was pretty sad. its hard not tlaking to her. so i just do the creepy thing and look. yeah. but its so great to look at. amazingly gorgeous. im giving her the sapce she wants. i dont know. its hard but its what she ( Read more... )