Life is ridiculous, and I think my body finally just wants me to SLOW DOWN. My pelvic pain was back today with a vengeance, and while we're trying to figure out what's wrong, my gyno said that when it gets bad, rest and hydrate. So I'm in bed, switching channels between Top Model and Simple Life3. Am I shallow? Yeah. Do I love it? Yep ( Read more... )

So my cell phone is always on. This is something about me. I like the idea of being reachable 24/7. And I use it as my alarm clock. Jacob called last night at (I think) 4 am my time, and doesn't leave me a message...just bellows into my voice mail "STOP TALKING ABOUT BLOW JOBS! I'M ON THE PHONE WITH MY SISTER!" Then Mer called early, and I ( Read more... )

I want to wake up naked next to you with you kissing the curve of my clavicle.
I miss you so damn much.
Come back to me.
Mother of God, I am emo.

I am absofreakinglutely psychotic right now. All over the place. Exhausted, cranky, stressed, overwrought....I don't want to deal with anything. Again. Ever ( Read more... )

I need to be better about when and how much I'm writing because it gets to the point (like now) where I write a shitload of really bad stuff the night before Eliot wants to see pages.
FRUSTRATING. And the power to change it lies so fully in my court. And I do nothing.

Here are 16 things about the current state of my life ( Read more... )

My life is strange right now ( Read more... )

Just got back from a three hour walk through the city, starting at like 730 this morning ( Read more... )

Stop being such a suck ass. Jesus fuck, you are not perfect AND WE CAN ALL TELL.
Ah, livejournal, where the aggressive side of my passive aggression runs free.
Seriously though, I'm pretty damn sick of you.

[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Norman ( Read more... )