I'm going home this weekend!!!! YAY! anyone else who's going home, let me know, i probably wanna see you ( Read more... )

sooo saw modest mouse tonight....definitely an awesome band. they were soo good live, and it was a lot of fun. today was a pretty much all around awesome day...the sun was out so we all went out to read on the knoll (how very santa cruz of us, i know...when rebstock used to tell me last year about their knoll adventures i always kinda thought she ( Read more... )

it's been a long time...and i dont have much new to say. school's started, back in SC. it was really warm and beautiful today, and we were tanning on the knoll since we just have class at 10 and then the rest of tuesday thursday is free until student council meetings at night. i'm on a committee to put together the mr stevenson pageant, which is ( Read more... )

i've never felt so surprised, confused, or let down. you always hope that no matter what happens, with those few special people, your friendship will always be there, and always be able to endure whatever comes up even if it takes some work. i guess i knew things were bad, but i didn't think that everything was over completely. call me a sucker for ( Read more... )

I saw three shooting stars last night. Looking up at the billions and billions of stars made me feel so insignificant in such a good way. I mean this as a total positive thing; I don’t matter, old conflicts don’t matter, and what we do doesn’t matter. We really are free to do whatever we want, within certain boundaries obviously. Knowing that, we’ ( Read more... )

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there's a deer outside my window. it's looking at me. that's a little weird. this weekend was pretty laid back. the whole 24 hour quiet hours thing for finals week sucks. so does finals week. it's so intimidating, and it's really psyching me out. that and i can't help that every time i go to the library and open my books i feel like i'm gonna fall ( Read more... )

this weekend was really weird. really cool though. it was awesome seeing people again. you know how the whole you never know what you have until it's gone thing is so true. coming back to what i had left behind was interesting, and leaving SC even just for a little while made me realize how lucky i am to have my SC friends ( Read more... )

i had an awesome weekend. i had a weird, thoughtful, not-so-sure i like my epiphany week, but it ended with an awesome weekend. on friday there was a weird social thingy for our college in the quad outside our house and i went dancing with a bunch of people there and it was a lot of random fun. then i stayed up all night talking and laughing and ( Read more... )

today was one of those days where you have a lot of time to think. there's been a lot of random things on my mind lately. i remember at the very end of summer when all i could talk about was how scared i was to be away and make new friends, and what if i didnt make new friends, etc. moving up to santa cruz has given me such a different outlook. it' ( Read more... )