Well basically, i went through a whole lot of stuff with samantha this past week. but i talked to her sunday night and she told me other than being best friends were through.

im glad i got that question answered. but a lot more have arisen from it. idk. its crazy

i wont bore you with all the details, ive put you all through enough
thanks for always ( Read more... )

i have one day left of summer vacation. unbelieveable.

and i got a pretty queerhaircut today. its all short and everything. but i guess it isnt so bad.

i'm not sure how good of a job i did of bettering myself this summer. i guess i'll have to wait for things to happen so i can find out.

woke up at leahs because i slept there, thank God i woke up ( Read more... )

i didnt cry near as much as i wanted to on my way to sleep last night. i really hope there are more tears to come. that sounds weird. i just want to make sure they are all out. this is huge and life-changing and it's going to be one of the hardest things i've ever had to do and it's my fault because i made it like this. i have no idea what life's ( Read more... )

i cried a lot so far. and i wish i would keep crying. thats what im hoping for. just to cry cry cry cry cry cry cry until there is nothing left. and then i want to do it some more. i think that's what will mostly happen tonight. there's nothing else to do.

hmm. it doesnt feel like its 1AM.

i finally call the girl and of course she doesn't answer. i tried, and i'll try again. for fear of God sending down plagues ( Read more... )

lets see if i have the ability to sit here and recap the past events of my life ( Read more... )

yayyy ( Read more... )

dlfbalddfh

i do that too much. im at a loss for words lately.

anyways, today was boring, my mom was partly being hardheaded, im going to stay the night with leah tonight, im 99% sure i cant go to nola tomorrow night to see landmines, and i just baked cookies.

i never know what to put in LJ entries anymore.. :/ life is just pretty boring and repetitive.

so yesterday kenny did come over for awhile, but we only worked on one new one. but got through a lot with it! and we hung out and ate pizza and played super smash bros, and thats about it. then he walked over to ashens about the same time i was SUPPOSED ( Read more... )

blahhh! we never practice. except we did last weekend. so i can't complain. :/ but i wanted to practice again! me and kenny officially sort of kind of put together a new song for work called "schoolgirl crushes". another fun song. i wrote it. how many songs do we have ( Read more... )