saffirebleu

i am like virginia slim

saffirebleu Jun 25, 2012 18:17

I just read back through my journal, up to January of 2010, with the little filter of people who went through my divorce with me.

Two things came to mind.

1) I should have listened to everyone who said GET A LAWYER.

2) I have come a long, long way.

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saffirebleu Jun 25, 2012 00:24

Today started out so, so bad ( Read more... )

hope, anna, adam, abby

when practical jokes go bad

saffirebleu Jun 16, 2012 02:37

While Abby was on a three-week trip with a friend to West Virginia, Anna, Adam, Rachel's daughter Brooke and some other kids in the neighborhood have been going back and forth between my house and Rachel's house to ding-dong-ditch-with-a-twist. Instead of ringing the doorbell and running, they pound on the doors and windows and run. It is good ( Read more... )

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saffirebleu Jun 13, 2012 01:35

Anna is moving out again. I think it's for good this time.

I am crushed.

This divorce has completely devastated my little family. I feel as if we are broken beyond repair.

I can only keep trying. I can't give up.

divorce, anna, i can screw up anything

i am too tired to think of a title

saffirebleu Jun 11, 2012 17:45

I keep meaning to journal but I am so insanely busy I am too tired to put thoughts to words ( Read more... )

jennifer, work

of mice and chickens

saffirebleu Jun 03, 2012 00:55

I would be the chicken ( Read more... )

animals that should not be in my house, irrational fears

today i made someone feel better

saffirebleu May 31, 2012 21:57

Back story: I work at a medical adult day center. Our clients, ages 21 and up, face challenges such as Down Syndrome, autism, intellectual disabilities, and Alzheimers ( Read more... )

work

my sister, my mama, and me

saffirebleu May 31, 2012 19:08

This was actually written on March 6th and posted on one of my facebook accounts, but since I'm reclaiming my journal, I'm posting it here for posterity.So I have this sister, Jennifer, who has some kind of crazy-mad psychic abilities and because of her I have tended to believe in an afterlife because...well, I don't know if she is some kind of ( Read more... )

jennifer, mom

It's been eight months.

saffirebleu May 29, 2012 21:38

I'm coming back to LJ. I don't know what else to say right now. There's too much to document, so here go the bullets:

My mama passed away shortly before Christmas.
Financial struggle. But it's getting better since I moved into a cheaper place.
Jon is mad at me because I gave away the dog.
And for other things.
I have a very close friend here named ( Read more... )

reclaiming my life

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saffirebleu May 31, 2011 22:57

I opened the floodgate, but somewhere along the way, LJ ate it.

The gist of it was, I have turned into an angry, disillusioned, bitter bitch.