everything is changing so fast. people are changing so much. myself included. i am so confused about everything. im excited about high school. but unless i have true friends to share it with--which it seems like i might run out of--i cant see it being good. everything is so different than i thought it would turn out. im not sad, just uncertain. of ( Read more... )

just saw HP w/ KELLY!! yay! im so happy i got to see her before she left for flagstaff. i leave for prescott tomorrow and come home on friday. that should be fun. i need to call erica soon. you know, i think life without her is going to be way harder than i ever imagined it could be. i miss her so much already. everything reminds me of her. and its ( Read more... )

I AM SO BORED!!!

DC WAS AWESOME!!!! and im sad/happy to be back. i am also really bored. no one ever calls me to do anything. i am so lonely! lol i am practically a hermit. i am about to go to danny's recital tho. GO DANNY! peace out--cess

GAHGAHGAH I AM GOING TO DC IN LIKE 24 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i WILL miss you all dearly though. love to all! c u in a week!

SUMMER!!!! and i am utterly bored. lol and since no one cares enough to call me, i am all by my lonesome. but DC IN 2 DAYS! i'm way excited. ta for now

i*miss*you

just an update (to whom it may concern):

i'll be gone from this tuesday (may 25) to next wednesday (june 2)

its gone. two years of a mix of emotion and experience. completely gone. i always visualized this feeling as being happy, instead of confused and sad. its like, where do we go from here? how do we live now that our safe and familiar middle school world has ended and we have to create a new world in high school? really scary when you think about it ( Read more... )

9 DAYS!!!!!! yay! im so xcited!!!! but yea, 3 more days baby. i cant wait. and as soon as gina isnt lazy anymore shes gonna make my LJ awesome. ok im tired. ta!
--cessa--

dance was fun. after party was not so fun, GRRRRR! ah well. 5 days till the hellhole's gone. 10 days till naked. ok here are some cool lyrics ( Read more... )

i am so done with school. i hate finals. i am like () that close to killing something. lol but DC is in 13 days, and scool ends in exactly a week. thank the friggin lord, poo and double merde. off to eat everything i can find (im a fat kid lol)--cessa

ps
its funny how people move on so fast from something they supposedly cared so much about. hmm