yay ericas bday tomorrow! i got her some really spiffy stuff(shhh)and i really hate school. its a very bad bad thing. anyways, ya i miss catalina island and him (*?*) and OMG i hate charlie. hate hate hate times a million billion catrilllion. grrrrr!!! ok so anyways, i better go work on science.love to my home slices on the flip side~~~cessa ( Read more... )

cimi was the best! i miss it a lot though. and now none of us really have anything else to look forward to. i am really tired. and my email isnt working. this is all rita's fault! (ahaha)k well i am going to go sit on the couch till easter. love you all a lot!xoxo--cessa

whoa. im so confused and mixed up. BUT SO HAPPY FOR GINA!!!! and EXTREMELY INSANELY HAPPY SUSANA ISNT LEAVING ME!!! and SUPER EXCITED FOR CIMI!!! but, i still dont know. im terrified of high school. and everything implied. and its going to suck especially without erica with me. and i want love, lol. i know, i know, i sound like a spoiled little ( Read more... )

i feel so deserted. i hate this.

im in track. that is sad. and once more, i cant even compete ina meet. vair vair sad.im supposed to be doing that one thing for me and leas project, but im not. o well. i dont know what to do about !@#$%^. sorry for the censors, but this is one secret that cant get around. although ive told many people. oh well. i felt really annoying today. like ( Read more... )

i dumped eric. in case you didnt know. but that was a while ago. now im trying to survive being told that two of my best friends are moving away next fall, to like different states for high school!!! as scared i was of high school before, its even more terrifying now. i try not to think about it though. i try to dwell on things like CIMI is in two ( Read more... )

the fro is being a poo. and i hate school and people. but sunday was WAY fun. i went shopping with hannah and courtney and katie (and becca wouldve been there but she couldnt come,and that really sucked, but otherwise it was fun. oh ya i got chewed out by this indian chick..which was not exactly fun.lol)but yeah, who flippin cares? not me, wanna ( Read more... )

good lord. (gina we so need DL right about now lol) i really really think that im invisible to so many people. i havent felt cared about in such a long time.i thot that when i went out with eric, hed make me feel loved. but when he just makes everything worse. i just hate this. i want to start over. like go somewhere where no one knows me. o well. ( Read more... )

"i was having a shit time at home and a shit time at school"
--about a boy

so anyway, my boyfriend is afraid of me, all someone has to do is mentiona a tiny thing that annoys me and im off on them, and im lost in the valley of the dull and about to drown in the ocean of boredom

merde

something doesnt feel right. im not sure if this is what i want. maybe its the fever talking, but i donno. god im such a spoiled brat. i complain when things are bad, and when something goes right, i complain. how horrible am i? ah well here are some lyrics ( Read more... )