Been a while since my last LJ post. I've mostly been posting on MySpace lately. Anyway, things have been SO much better lately... with really no explination or reason why. A few weeks or so ago, I just desided I wasn't going to be sad about the same old thing anymore. End of story. And I haven't been. I haven't listened to any song relomtely sad in ( Read more... )

Don't have a lot of time... just wanted to vent ( Read more... )

Dearest Heart ( Read more... )

Fuck ( Read more... )

The 6th season ( Read more... )

Up and down like a roller coaster. Maybe it'd be better ( Read more... )

Hey peeps ( Read more... )

Beyond words. I am lost. I know it. I don't know how to fix it. I have thought more and more lately that perhaps, I will never be alright. Is it so far fetched that some people just can't recover from a broken heart? Some people are allergic to things other people are not. Some people have a higher tollerence for pain then others. Some things that ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm feeling really randomly lonely. Long day. School from 11 to 1:30 then went to rusty's to change and fell asleep by accedent on the couch. Woke up at 2:15. Headed out and called Lisa and told her I stopped to get something to eat and would be there in a second. (I told her I come in a few hours early) Got there at three and worked till like ( Read more... )

Today was disapointing... I worked and came home. That's it. My life is not exciting... It needs to be. Even after all the work I've put in to making a new world and making things different and more dangerous and exciting then they were.... nothing has really changed... I feel so far from where I"ve been, but I can't let go, It's like I just ( Read more... )