To some people, I'll always be what I was.
And, I'm not going to live like that.
There isn't a damn thing I can do to change your mind,
and most people might be tired when the work as hard as I do.

I could swallow my pain,
and just deal with it,
but my friends, my family, and my doctors
all think that that would be bad.

I just want to be left

i'm really glad that when i get mad i don't go pop a few of my pills,
because it's just not who i am anymore.

Could this thing be 'dead broke?'

i just made the most delicious sandwich almost entirely out of starbucks i brought home.
it was a turkey, swiss and cheddar panini with a pesto spread light blue cheese crumble with siracha and mayo and spinach.

so i went to the doc today ( Read more... )

i've been feeling really fat lately. so i'm trying to eat better, and way way less ( Read more... )

all the thoughts in my brain have been firing and sparking and colliding and shit ( Read more... )

halloween was awesome, jared and i went to disturbathon. it was smaller than usual, but i had way more fun this year ( Read more... )

things i can't wait for:
to hang out with torri again
to hang out with shaffer again (i can't believe i have friends at work.)
halloween
tonight partying with audra and maybe amy g and jared of course <3 ( Read more... )

so for some reason ( Read more... )