It's getting so lonely inside this bed...it's telling me you're better off alone

Put your arms around me, what you feel is what you are and what you are is beautiful

Don't laugh at me, don't look away, you'll follow me back with the sun in your eyes and on your own bedshaped, your legs are stone, you won't knock on my door and up will go in white ( Read more... )

The surgery went great and now I can see better than 20/20. It was scary and exciting at the same time, it only took a minute per eye! And it was totally worth it. I am totally sleep deprived. The same night of the surgery Alan had his halloween party and Susan and Robbie came too. I wish I could've stayed longer but my eyes were sore and dry ( Read more... )

This weekend was soooooooooooo fun I should have done so much homework instead but that's what made it all the sweeter. I have soo much to do and I will cram it all in tonight like a good student is supposed to do ( Read more... )

You keep hearing these things but I can't believe...

just how true they are.

The ones you love the most...

Take you for granted the most.
Hurt you the most.
Humiliate you the most.

Eventually they do it so much, that even in that one rare occasion they don't, you can't believe them any more.

And you will never feel truly loved by any one ever

If it tastes good, it's trying to kill you ( Read more... )

I ate myself SICK this weekend.  I thought because I was eating soo well and that it was my birthday and that I deserrrved all the junk I wanted, that my body would handle it but it was the opposite, my body didn't want ANY of that junk, fries, spaghetti, brownies, ice cream, regular soda, corn nuts, o-m-g, heck no you did not it said to me and it ( Read more... )

Wednesday=Alan ( Read more... )

First things first...
 C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S

to

A L A N

for getting into CSU EAST BAY GO COLLEGE BOY!
On another note, this is the third time someone has walked up to me and said, "I'm reading this great book, I bet you any thing you've probably read it already, it's an afghan-american novel about..." I am like, what? You think I wait ( Read more... )

I only need less than half a cup of coffee on the mornings that I can't sit up right at work. This morning is one of those mornings. I miss my fat kitty, she was all warm and fuzzy before I went out the door this morning ( Read more... )

I'm at work now :( I was asked to do two things before I even got to my desk. My exams went pretty well, I had to wing it just a little but it was a basket of cookies and stuff. When I got home yesterday I was soo never happier to be home, but tonight I'll be even happier because I don't have to wake up early tomorrow. Last night I took a ( Read more... )