I think I am ready to delete this journal, I feel like starting fresh! With the exception of keeping a few postings. :)

People say you can never truly love someone if you don't truly love yourself. I totally believe that...but, I also believe that you can see someone as perfection although you aren't perfection yourself. It just happens, you stand there and stare at them, adore every thing about them, and at the same time you're thinking, there's so much I need to ( Read more... )

Okay, last week was so crazy and busy that I couldn't even think. SO many papers to do, so so many, almost 30 pages of homework all together. Half of it was my fault ( Read more... )

I can't think straight any more, I can still smell his cologne on my hair.

I am going to get crushed tonight. I have ten pages of homework due tomorrow, none of which I have started. I am going to try to do it at work today. Oh man I so better get started.

I am going out with someone on Friday that I should not be going out with. That is all!

Aw, Alan is the greatest, he invited me to his thanksgiving, and it was soo fun, and his family was so welcoming and they make me laugh. It was absolutely awesome, I can't believe like three more girls get to marry into that family! Haha. Actually...I saw Alan like ALL weekend except for during the day 'cause he's a big business man now. We saw ( Read more... )

I can't remember this week at all. I took Monday off, had a lot of school work, had lots of people over. This morning Alan and I had breakfast at 6am. I wanted to make sure he had brain power for his mucho grande test. Then here I am at work. I only have two days of work and one day of school until Thanksgiving break ( Read more... )

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My date was okay. He was a nice guy. I don't know, I think I'm shooting down every one on earth for no good reason.

Sam and Steph were awesome, and Nick and Jason came later.

I can't believe how much work I have to do today...I'm so overwhelmed that I can't start. Wednesday was much better,it was just fun. And then Alan and Susan bummed around and we watched a movie. Last night we...did the same thing...how weird is that, I don't know. Actually, it was so cold last night that I almost went back home when I left to ( Read more... )