All about you ( Read more... )

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So I am feeling the guilt surrounding me for situations I have not the control over. I cannot control what is beyond my reach or the choices others choose to make. I feel not for those who will pay for what they have done to others but wish I could pardon them for what they have done to me. I have let go of much of the anger and only want to know ( Read more... )

Sometimes you sit and talk and its to a brick wall no one hears, especially when it matters. I just want to say that I really appreciate all the people who have stood by me through everything especially those that didn't have to the ones that are always there I know that shit gets rough, but I just want to say "through it all I'll never forget you ( Read more... )

I have a few things to say

1. for those of you who know what I'm talking about I hope he got soap on a rope

2. What would you do if a violent squerrel came up and ate your sphincter?

3. David you smart ass who talked shit about taquitos

4. Autumn I hope your ok, luv ya babe

5. Party Monster is the best book/movie ever

6. ( Read more... )

So I'm all and then hes all and then its all coo! I don't know what the fuck I just sai said but fuck it! So I think we are gonna have a "reunion" this weekend and that should make a stab at fun I might have my car too! I don't know what been wrong with me lately its like I feel soo sick internally. I can't even move half the time it like my body ( Read more... )

**I wrote this a long time ago for those of you who know but I juast thought I would share maybe I'll add more later

Goodbye

You had to be perfect
you had to be right
it had to be your way
and I couldn't fight

I gave into myself
and gave up to some hope
looked you dead in the eye
and realized you would just never cope

For so long I screamed
and so ( Read more... )

Anthony and Jeremy my muffin tol each other that they loved one another. Jacob came over today for a while but I was just waking up, so I didn't really know who it was. Dude I feel so sick today I feel really safe in the arms of certain people and that is just the way life goes. Anyway back to jacob hes a dork he asked me if I had a hang over, ( Read more... )

So I moved and I have almost all of our things here yes thats right our! Anthony should be coming up tomarrow but I'm not sure yet, Aside from leaving certain people this may have been the hardest thing I have ever done in my life! I feel like my core was shaken and that hasn't happened in a long time! I will still be in MOdesto like evry day but I ( Read more... )

Today I talkd to my Anthony about living with my dad and thats what he wants to do, so hes gonna pack up his shit and "head out west"! No but hes gona live here andplant and shit all day that sounds good for him! Oh I was at the dentist for 5 hours yesterday getting 2 root canals and I have 2 more ahhh! Anyway I gett to go see my crush in a couple ( Read more... )