WOw it has been a long crazy ride thats for damn sure!! Road trips, unexpected friendships, forgiveness, oh yes of course and fort building... anyway wow I guess I am just writing to say that I am thankful that I have grown to be the person that I am you know, weather or not people like it I will always be me and I cannot apologize for that as ( Read more... )

Wow I feel so happy! Still through my sickness which has begun to worry me, however I am feeling so Christmassy! I know the holidays suck but I love giving so much last christmas its like I had more money but I didn't earn it so I felt strange spending it you know but boy did I spend we're talking 250 on one person and then prices to match for ( Read more... )

wow its so strange, to not feel regarding junior, I hadn't realized how angry I still was, I hadn't realized that anger is still a feeling. I feel as though this weight has been lifted off my shoulders I genuinly forgive junior I mean like really, everything that has been said or done is in the past and even if he looked me dead in the eye and ( Read more... )

that was fun wooo! Yay I closed at work again whatever its money of and my beloved MaryAnn and Regina whom I love dearly oh oh and Amy too! Anyways I have just come to my bipolar realuzation that all will be well or terrible but final none the less! People will waste their lives trying desperatly to catch up! Whern they don't realize they could ( Read more... )

I give up and in to the secrets the cloud like the approaching storm we enjoy the sun for what its worth and dwell in the rain well the rain is here and let the drama ensue no story to tell for the girl who gave up. No mention of the feelings burying themselves in my soul! FUCK IT! The fight is over and who has won? I just don't fucking care screw ( Read more... )

LOVE YOU SARA!!! ::HUGS::
:P +Stephie+

OMG the origional crew hung out last night all of us with steph and kel and denise too! This is so fantastic! We all had so much fun it was out of control, its like your all down from life and then we go and "kick it" at the house nice window seal david! Its like these are the times! Like I have said before heres to the night I love my friends ( Read more... )

So life is as it will be eprivesent! I love the every morsel of myself that is someone else! It is all connected and all too real! Beauty is just a word and truth a made up fathum, lies penetrate my skin and the depth bleeds again! Anyways so Ant and Nick are takling noe Nick is so cute but he is not to replace my best friends! DAVID I LOVE YOU ( Read more... )

I am letting go of Daniel he makes me feel far too much and when its good it is great but when its bad its horrible, FUCK IT! I have done that shit before, I saved his life his angel blah blah sometimes you just can't rely on the past and it irritates me because when he says things like that I feel really needed and like he truely appreciates me ( Read more... )

I feel as if my lifes writing have just gone down the drain I have written the most profound knowledge and no one will ever know. I don't know that life will ever change and would I be ok if it didn't? I feel so overwhelmed by small tasks and I feel as though I am becoming who I should be but I cannot stop the day from ending or end the suffering ( Read more... )