I havent updated in forever.

Since camp I have..................

• Went to Connecticut with Nick and my sister Laura. We drove up there, so it was like an rd trip. But an rd trip in a really fucked up new van that would go in reverse when it was in drive. We went there to see my Grandma who is really sick but raising my 3 yr old cousin. We had a ( Read more... )

PLease write me a letter or send me a care package so i feel loved. Ill write you back too. Theres only 4 more weeks left. I miss you all.

Alyssa Price- Creek Staff
Camp Piomingo
1950 Otter Creek Park Road
Brandenburg, KY 40108

Hello my name is_______ ( Read more... )

So I just got home and today was a really good day up until a few mins ago. I spent the night at Robby’s and woke up at about 10. Then I went to school because my portfolio has problems and worked on that. As soon as I finish it I am done with school for a while and I can’t wait. I am going to college. I am just taking a year off and it’s well ( Read more... )

 Well I am pretty depressed. Most of it having to do with Caleb. I miss him so much. We used to spend all the time in the world together. All I feel now is lost. Its so hard for me to handle, its like he’s in limbo. Not dead but not alive either. I don’t know how to grasp it and it’s been 3 months. I don’t know if ill ever be able to over come it ( Read more... )

Well I had the last couple weeks described perfectly in a long post and then my computer decied to freeze. It talked about how Im going crazy, Rob, Caleb and pretty much everything but its gone now. So ill just have to write again. Maybe tommorow. It's just another bad day on top of many others.

I have been so sick the last couple days especially yesterday I threw up a whole bunch. I meet Derek in the morn but as soon as he walked away I threw up on me, but it didn’t get on the car this time. Then I had to stop the car in the middle of the road and puke again. Nice! I know you wanted me to say that. But I feel a lot better now ( Read more... )

What has happened since Nov. I dont really have that good of a memory. Heres the important stuff ( Read more... )

This is me remembering i had this journal and updating. I havent writen in forever...but to me it seems as though so much has happened the last couple months, it all happened kinda fast. I was pretty depressed up until recently  and i know i pushed a lot of people away who were only trying to help and i feel bad about it. But the truth is i just ( Read more... )

Ive really been slacking in lifejournal entrys this summer. I guess i have been really busy. So much has happened . But I only feel like writing the gist of things.

The Job

Well atleast I am getting paid good money. Instead of my contract saying lifegaurd, camp counselor and arts and crafts dir, it should just say the bitch. I dunno this is what i ( Read more... )