Wow I just figured this out! Ok so maybe i am slow.

So I didnt go to nicks cause its raining like cats and cows. But i did stay home and talked to Bora about Caleb.  Man she made me laugh. Her advise for everything was to kiss him. What good would that do? LOL  She also told me if the ring dose not live up to its dutys to smash it with a chisle, ( Read more... )

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Looks like a night of no sleep. Tommorow is my last day of "school". I have so much work that I havent done thats due tommorow. I have like 4 ch. of history and a spanish test. I also have a huge anatomy packet that i dont think ill do. I always put things off til the last minute ( Read more... )

Well, my Drs. put me on Painkillers and muscle relaxers and they make me really tired and I feel like jello. Ugh Doctors. I take more pills then an old dying lady. I have blue,cream,yellow,purple,pink/black,orange,and tons of white pills. I probably take at least 20 pills a day, not including inhalers or machines, or supplements to make my blood ( Read more... )

So the latest topic of fights is College. According to my parents I am anti school and a failure. I know I am never going to live up to the expectations they have set for me but thats no reason to hate me. They say I am not a normal Junior. Well, news flash I am not a normal kid I spend most my time in hospitals and I dont go to school. Most ( Read more... )

So I got to start the summer 2 months early. I suspose I am a pretty lucky kid. It does have its down sides all the docters vists and tests. But really its awesome, but I have not acomplished anything. Well besides my new addiction to Paint by the numbers. I just sit in my house all day long or when a feel up to it sit outside and paint. Sometimes ( Read more... )

Last night was so amazing. I dont even know what to say it was just great. I went to the concert with Rachel Becca and Claire. We all had a great time singing along and dancing. Thanks to Claire we where so close. We had to push and kick some ppl but we made it. This one tall guy kicked me for no reason and i have a huge bruse but its all krill b ( Read more... )

This weekend was a lot of fun. We found a huge waterfall and it was so cold but me and emily climbed to the top. I played with emilys newphu alex alot he was so fat but such a happy baby. He had so many rolls. We kayaked alot and I even kayaked by myself when emily was gone taking the sats. Over Achiver j/j. Emilys mom wouldnt let me ski b/c its to ( Read more... )

I am taking a break b/c if I dont ill go crazy. I need to pack. This weekend is gonna be really fun. Making phone calls I deffentally waited til last min to get a summer job. Well i could always work for the camp thats begging for me. Instead i choose to search of a camp where i wont be as important and make less money. I am such a weried kid. I ( Read more... )

I guess I am trying to get my life back to the way it was when my parents still liked me. I modeled all day I am so tired and I have a headache. My makeup is really extream almost like stage makeup. I need to go get it off my face. I have a photo shoot on the 29 and 30 th. But intil then I am pictured out. I hope I feel better by tommorow I really ( Read more... )