well so i hate finding things out..because i just feel like a trashy tramp..wich yeah is what i am..so im sick of it...im sick of hearing all the fucking compliments, the i miss yous, and other bull shit that is just all a bunch of fucking lines..thanks to you(you shoud know who you are) i dont trust guys any more..thanks, thanks a lot...fuckin ( Read more... )

Well..i guess its time for another one of those times where i just let it out...but instead of writing a paragraph/essay im going to say it in one line: Dont say you fucking "heart" me when you only "heart" the sex ...im getting sick of it and i dont wanna be used for it anymore...so this is where i stop being what i used to and start being a new ( Read more... )

YEsterday was our game against foxboro and well..to be perfectly honest...their team...is awful..comedic if you will...it was a good time redardless though...me and baz and turner decided that were gonna get fleeces next year..its gonna be the shizzyest season EVER ( Read more... )

Today was cool...so far...i have the vball spaghetti dinner at 4 so i should prolly get ready for it pretty soon..anyways...yeah this date is so screwed up...but whatever s'all goood mannn....my dads goin to tiujuana tomorrow so hes pretty excited about that...me too..he needs to get out...maureens gonna miss him tho..me too..hes gonna be gone till ( Read more... )

HAHAHA....well anywhooooo....this cold is getting worse..but i dont even care..the football game last night..we won...by 34..total shut out it was great...im feeling so much better like..emotionally haha im so happy...and i realized a huuuge thing...see...the person mentioned two journals down has been too good of a friend to me to just never talk ( Read more... )

So today is the vball game..yippee hooray...apparently or so ive heard..holliston sucks..which means that our hard core practice this past week has been a waste haha..but anyways..yeah so i caught a cold and now its even harder to focus on school and such...but whatever its not a big deal cuz three of my classes are pretty much a joke cuz theyre so ( Read more... )

So..i need to vent again...life is pretty good so far except for my love/nonexistent social life.actually both of those are pretty non existent..but whatever...i just wish i hadnt moved too fast with guys in the past..because it created this void that i cant fill...i finally found someone who id definately want as a boyfriend because god..hes just ( Read more... )

SO i reeeaaaaaaaallllllly havent updated this in a LONG time...vball camp was a breeze i learned so many new drills to help set better and all the kids were awesome and coaches were extremely helpful and constructive criticismic..if thats a word..but who cares its not like webster himself is going to read this and correct me for poor language...so ( Read more... )

Soooo...its been a long while since ive updated this thing...and im really bored waiting for someone to call..which they probably wont because yeah "thats the way the cookie crumbles", meh..oh well...so im redoing my room...but i cant start it because of some crazy stuff..and im just kinda mad at someone so im just gonna vent it here..BLAHAMAHA... ( Read more... )

This is awesome....i love living haha my life has totally turned around...i have so many summer plans..i just made 40 bucks watching tv and sleeping and i got my new car this week...i love it...it is silvery gold and has a HUge backseat...thast a must...haha...im going to virginia beach with my awesomely rad cousin michelle..its going to be a GREAT ( Read more... )