apparently I am now the first human to send a message back in time? no?

i guess im nothing
i exist from without

blackout nightmare
a fall from beyond
thank you saviour
you know more then me

praise you
kill you

thank you so much
i will fall
everyone i meet
i will fall

i want a home
to sleep
i want a place
free from fear

its so cold all alone
again the snow rains on me
freezeing

removeing this limb with a bloody pocketknife
slowly cutting through this bone
hacking away the flesh
stinging every second
just to escape the slow death

this souless being
so tired
and eyes dry
blankly disbelieveing

there is nothing
nothing here now

just to damaged to do any good

burning embers touching skin
its happening again
my soul lusts for you
seething writhing twisted paths
passonate soft kisses
deamonic pain

it hurts so sweet your sting
the infection overwhelming

the numbness of it all
and within me dies the dream

our sickness feeds together
its color comialian grey
too bad we died

because i love you

what to say ? women are all insane, thats all there is too it.

life is crazy as usual. Im tired as hell of people who think Ill wait for them. hah, I revolve around no one. Ill live in this darkness forever alone.

I guess I never really did care, I just wanted to.

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oh yeah, and does anyone accutually read this i mean i never expected anyone to i was just wondering

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