Last night, my uncle Lee made it a point to pray for me immediately, and out loud, when I told him that I was at a point where I either needed to make my peace with my job quickly, lest I quit ( Read more... )

Stuff I don't particularly like about myself:

I'm an attention-whore. Why did I always have to be the best, or the smartest, or constantly seek man's approval? Why do I still...? Perhaps I look for affirmation from others to make up for something I don't have enough of within myself...

I'm needy. I'm insecure. I'm a perfectionist. I always bite ( Read more... )

Yep. Today my bro and I went out and got some good-looking, white-collar, consumate-professional-loan-officer-looking clothes. He fronted me the money for the moment, at least until I fund my first deal, but was probably right when he said that it would make me money in the long run. Also, I'm pretty sure they can be considered a tax write-off. I ( Read more... )

Well, I had my first day at work today, but didn't close a deal because I didn't answer the phone once. My boss isn't in a hurry for me to start taking calls and trying to sell deals, and I didn't feel quite ready ( Read more... )

I got a new job today, thanks to my friend Brandon ( Read more... )

Yeah, apparently shinj4 has taken some tests on tickle.com. I've taken a lot of tests on that site, almost all of them when it was called emode.com from about 2001 to 2003. Anyway, I figured I'd post my results in case he or others would be interested.

Here are my "Enneagram Test" results. The first (6) is from somewhere between 2001-2003. The second ( Read more... )

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