Ok so the last update wasn't shit. And I need to update .Other than going out to play shows. I have stayed in my bunk most of the time and read a book or something. I think it's good for me and well it's not very hard to figure out the rest. Depression does alot of things to you. Anyway I was talking to my mother today and she suggested that I go ( Read more... )

Hey. It's me Paul. I'm alive for those of you that care. I just didnt want to get overridden.

Has it ever seemed to you that when one bad thing happens it starts this chain reaction ( Read more... )

*sings* B double E Double R + u n Beer runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ( Read more... )

Depression has really set in. At first it felt like I couldn't feel anything that I was completely numb to it and then it all hit me. And I had to face it. I guess the reality of it never really set in. So now I have secluded myself. I don't know why I do that. It always happens when I get down. I know eventually I will move on but I mean it's just ( Read more... )

Well I am excited we won A VMA. And I thought we weren't going to win anything. I have not been myself lately and most of the time I would go into it but this time I'm not I just don't feel like it. I know alot of people have noticed it. Anyway I think this is about all I can stand to write...

Later,
St. Paul

I think I now know how Billy felt when I left. It sucks being at home all alone. But someone had to take care of the small zoo we got going on around here. *laughs* So I stayed behind to walk the dogs and such. But they keep me company...And eat my socks expecially zero. I personally don't see why he likes my socks so much. I found out some ( Read more... )

I haven't done a serious update in quite sometime and I think it's time for it...I went to visit my folks for a couple days. I try to do it as often as I can since I have other things that occupy my time when I am busy and everything of that sort. I only stayed a couple of days I didn't want to leave Billy alone for too long. I feel guilty for ( Read more... )

and then I remembered something very important...

I love Billy

WHY?