I am such a sucker, and I'm always the last to know.

[saintsandstars]

8:21. Dad was supposedly calling as soon as he got into town today.

Am I surprised? Take a guess. Which is exactly why I made plans with Nita, since I haven't seen her since cappucino during finals week. So some Nita time is long-overdue!

Speaking of long overdue...I'm really excited about tomorrow night. It should be a lotta fun. :)  And to

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[typical_heart]

i'm excited for tomorrow night too! :) it's been far too long.

and i loved what else you wrote. i wish i had the guts to say that to him. until then, i'll just read it and half-laugh in that awkward way because i know it's exactly what i'm thinking.

[saintsandstars]

:) Yes, yes it has.

Glad you could identify...after I typed it and looked at it a little later, I thought you might. I'll show you a couple songs I wrote a while back that I bet were/are some of the thoughts on your mind.

[xcalendersdying]

Yeah, Dad pretty much fucking sucks at life.
In Peer class we had to say what we wish we could say to our fathers...and I said that I hated him for never caring about me, or you, or mom, or anyone but himself. Everyone just stared at me, until finally another girl in the class had the guts to say, "Yeah, that's what I'd tell my dad too."

[saintsandstars]

Good for you. He earned that feeling.

And the other girl in the class...that's bravery, and it's really admirable of her to put herself out like that to let you know she understands.

Going to be around tomorrow like right after school? I was thinkin we could chat for a little bit then, so give me a call. :)

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