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I've tried being nice and civil, but I guess this is the way to go.

"This is the way I would have done things up against the wall."

I just notice I've got these huge bruises on my palms and my nuckles. That's the last time I let someone get me that angry ( Read more... )

I don't think this is going to get any better. What do you expect me to do with someone constantly harassing me? I'm getting increasingly tired of this bullshit.

Anyways, I still feel pretty lousy. Just another day of sitting around. Hoo-ray!

"You know you do, you kill me well."

I just wish everything was okay.

"You feel you have nothing, but darling you know, I feel that way too..."

So, turns out I've got a pretty wicked infection. My tonsils are covered in puss, and the infection has already moved to my kidneys, causing some pretty severe back pain. I can't go back to school until Friday, if then even. And for once I don't want to be missing school. Weird huh? I just can't afford to fall behind again. Gah, stupid body that's ( Read more... )

I can't help but question all of this.

"This is the way I would have done things, up against the wall, up against your wall."

So today I turned off my alarm in my sleep again. I didn't wake up until about noon, I got really frustrated and upset and it made my head start hurting again. So I ended up getting another migraine and having to take my medicine which made me dizzy and start seeing double. Decided it would be best if I went back to sleep. My mom came home, called ( Read more... )

Fuck.

"If the wind were down I could drive the boat with my sighs."

Yay for getting a new computer! It's about friggin' time ( Read more... )

How can I let someone make me feel so awful, yet I somehow still care so much. I'm not sure that even if I explained how it makes me feel that you'd even understand. You've got your new life and new friends and I don't feel like I'm at all important to you anymore. That's not even close to all of it. You asked me not to write entries like this, but ( Read more... )