It's hard for me sometimes to except my current position in the "dating pool." there have been so many times lately when something will remind me of Renee and it'll make me want her back for that brief moment...but then i think about it in depth and realize that going back to her won't do the trick for me. i'll just return to the same problems i ( Read more... )

what amazes me sometimes about the world is that everyone seems to be so scared to express their true emotions and to share their problems. and when they do share their problems, often times they think they are stupid to share them...like it's inapporpriate. i love hearing people's issues, and i love trying to help when help is needed/wanted. why ( Read more... )

My job consists of sitting in a booth, reading books, writing songs, listening to music, and ocassionally handing a gas pump to a person in need of gas...yes, i get paid for this. thank you steven rathbun. good night.

So it's been, what, gotta be a half year or so since napster got anally raped by the US government and most of all Metallica. Being someone who has been learning about politics for a year now in various fields, i must addmit, the government did do the right thing, constitutionally speaking of course. We have copyright laws for a reason, and i can ( Read more... )

So yeah, i've been real busy with stuff lately. I met someone, she's really really cool, it's amazing how much we have in common, it's almost scary. So thus you'd think i'm taken again right? well ya see, after this whole ordeal that caused and still causes me mass confusion and frustration, I'm not sure if i really want a girlfriend right now. i ( Read more... )

sometimes we do stupid shit by accident. that's what happened to me. and although i am seriously, truly sorry for it, it doesn't matter because the damage has already been done. even though she knows i really didn't mean it, it still doesn't matter. So what is there to say about this? I guess sometimes in life ya just have to take it in the ass. ( Read more... )

the current news in my life is as follows: I'm trying to work some stuff out and make up for dumb mistakes that i made... i'm not sure if i'm going to be given the fair chance to make up those mistakes, and although it's frusterating at times, it's never enough to make me stop trying to fix what needs fixing. my advice for the day is that nothing ( Read more... )

don't ya hate it when someone hates you for something...but you don't know what that something is? honestly, us guys do some stupid shit sometimes without knowing it or meaning it. We just do things and say things and think of it one way, sometimes without thinking about what we just said...then we get in trouble, and before we can explain it's ( Read more... )

"You're his father you sick fuck!!!" -Matt Damon, "Dogma ( Read more... )

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