well, Tonight was interesting. Nicole decided that this just wasn't working...i agree, it really wasn't. it's not that i don't like her, i think she's a great girl, but facts are facts, ways are ways, and the bottom line is i can't be with someone who is literally my opposite. i'm known for my "straight edge" anti-drug ways, i refuse to budge on ( Read more... )

i now have a better understanding of what's going on. it turned out to be a pretty good night...despite losing our first hockey game 4-1. some of the things i was questioning in my previous entry have been answered, but there are still some things i'm not too sure about. in any event, it was a good night...now i need sleep, so goodnight, for now

So i've been seeing Nicole, which has been fun. i'm not exactly sure where it's going though. Sometimes it's like she is totally into me, other times i feel like she isn't at all. maybe she's shy? i dunno, there's alot of twists and turns with her. she does things that i have fought against for years, and i also know that another guy, my best ( Read more... )

i had a good time tonight. went to Carolyn's house, had a little get togather with some friends. it was the first time in a while that i have been exposed to people drinking alcohol...no i did not participate in the act...admittingly, for a second it was tempting, not sure why, it just was. but it's definately not tempting enogh for me to do...i ( Read more... )

ah yes, yet another week of fucking work. people are really starting to get to me there. it's obvious that certain people get favored, and they never do a fucking thing, so thus me and, for example, Adam get to be the bitches.it's not that it's difficult, it's just annoying. why is it that i always get bosses with their asses clenched in a vise? ( Read more... )

ya know what sucks? i'm alot of people's back up buddy... no, i don't get laid, i'm just kinda the back up boyfriend when their's isn't available. this is good because i become very close to a girl, but this sucks (more than is good by a land slide) too because what if i then happen to like that person? some might think, "well then wait till they' ( Read more... )

i hate being the 5th wheel. i'm at Steve's house, he's got a girl over, the oher two people are with eachother, and there i am, alone. it's ok in the beggining, ya know, nothing happened yet...but then things start to get a little....well they get interesting and i couldn't help but feel like i was in the way...and so i left. i hate being in that ( Read more... )

TIMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, patience is a virtue right? i firmly believe in this statement, i always have. But i have a question for everyone to answer that no one has been able to really answer as of yet. If we are told patience is a virtue, then why are we told to live life to the fullest because we have so little time to live? i'm serious. i didn't get that from anyone ( Read more... )

Last time i wrote in here i talked about control in relationships...i said there is always one person with control...let me revise that. i basically said before that one person has control always. someone always has control, however, it depends on what we're talking about. time and subject really determine control. i just want to make it clear to ( Read more... )