well thing are finally coming together and im feeling a bit more. confident and way happier i love massage school...its painful at times but amazing..pretty great people there as well...working, started a radio show...hopefully it works out well so that i could quit my current job and just do my show...that would be lovely...Yes it would...but ( Read more... )

well not having the best of luck with money and what not but..i will have my rent money at the cost of something so dear to me...yes ladys and gents...im selling my laptop...for rent money...so if you dont hear from me or see that i have disappeared its because my baby is no longer with me...the laptop i bought with cash is being sold to someone ( Read more... )

shit man hard times at ridgemont high, for real son.. my cell phone... cut the fuck off...i cant call out and am guessing i cant receive either...which sucks cuz the last text i got from my baby was...meh im scared not cool i wanna talk to my booboo...this job has to workout even though i dont get paid for two weeks...which such balls...and ( Read more... )

you have not made anything worse for me...maybe materialistic wise...i mean im broke i owe a lot on my credit card from not saying no to you in the past....i have to struggle a lot more because i dont have a job and have bills and rent to pay. i dont wish i was living with my sisters i wish i had the money to see them more often....i dont wanna ( Read more... )

theres so much to say but none of which i want to express...I dont like making you feel this way. sometimes i just feel i cant do right by you...i know we did rush...but i just cant say no to you...i wanna be your everything i dont want to stress you out...and im stressed believe me but i just cant give in it doesnt help anything besides make me ( Read more... )

well i can say i had a good night tonight...omg so funny...im sorry you had to leave..but i think it was good that i spent a little time with your family...and all the farting on each other...pretty funny shit...but im glad i have been talking to my stepmom lately...i have missed her a lot...i just wish i could go more often...like the blinking ( Read more... )

i have been writing...not so much sleeping anymore....but at least im writing...i have had 4 hours of sleep for the past 2 days or so...im not tired or anything just annoyed...god i miss nyc so much...hmmm....i wish i could just sleep...and stop being called so much...just for right now...i just dont want to engage in detailed conversations with a ( Read more... )

its been a minute im so glad your not going tefy....god i miss you so much and wish i could talk and chill with you more...im moving to cali btw if stephy big ass mouth didnt tell you already....lol...yup saturday i make pretty much the biggest fucking move of my life...i have no idea what im gonna do i just need to chill i guess....today was so ( Read more... )

yay my baby is coming i finally get to have sex and im happy as hell....im gonna miss miami though....

im so happy i know you worry but im gonna be fine and i will call you later on mami..fucking have fun please...this is a fucking great day for you ma....im proud of you for being honest with your mom..i love you...tell bailey i said break a leg...or good luck...which ever is right to tell her.i miss you tefy and hope it works out that i get to see