i am at peace with a lot now. i can honestly say i know i have done things to hurt you whether or not i considered them before i am now. i am sorry i couldnt steer you in the right path...us in the right path. i did just want you to have fun. i thought you deserved it. just so you know if we do get back together, it would have to be like it was ( Read more... )

I just want to be held. i can forget it all or at least be at piece with it all. as long as i get honesty. that may not be what you think i need but im not you. I react differently unless you give me a reason not too and i mean lately its just a constant reminder that you can always just get what you want and at the end of the day i am poor, broken ( Read more... )

wow looking back its exactly how i thought it went and im sorry i couldnt help you when you first started losing yourself ( Read more... )

I didn't know how much I held on too of that year and now. Long road back to ones self. I'm sorry self I have foresaken thee. Always put yourself first not anyone else. I lost who I came to be but I never who I am. I can't believe myself. I lost everything. I was wrong for changing into something you wanted little to do with. I am a bitch. Or I ( Read more... )

I need a life.... Everytime I try and find something the I want to do I can't. I am so fucking annoyed with the way shit goes. Fuck and I can't complain right... Nope... My head hearts circular logic aside I need a break cut me a fucking break. Yeah I'm just going to lose... No I feel I have already lost most of myself I can pretend to remember ( Read more... )

I don't know. It would be easy no one would really miss me just be shocked pretend they cared and loved me. God I just hate myself for letting down my gaurd. If I didn't try and change who I was (I thought for the better) but apparently that just made me a doormat. I am just so in love and I don't want be with out you because you make me laugh and ( Read more... )

I just realized how much I understand exactly how dani fells. wow just hearing her today. I just feel winded. My heart hurts. I'm try to be ok but I mean. I find it hard to be happy but I am so happy about my bday present and seeing Tefy offical might start ignoring birthday celebration. Why should I celebrate being born and alive one more fucking ( Read more... )

I don't think I can go back to who I was. I feel like dying. Do you really want to be with me because I am pretty sure you want to do better. I have nothing for you and I have cause tension for your family I know they are more important. Maybe you should just leave me I will find my way. You should be with a man not me you obviously don't need me ( Read more... )

I am glad no one comes on this shit Nymore ( Read more... )

im so.....bleh....i miss you tefy....