oh god im so sick right now...im actually trying to see a doctor..ewww...i hate doctor...but when ppl at my job look at my throat they first say gross their huge (thats what your mom said last night..ahh christ...)and they look infected...so thats nice..not that i work with any doctors...but ummm yea i feel pretty terrible...i hate being sick i ( Read more... )

its been awhile...even though i have a lot to say i dont want to say a fucking thing....i feel like shit my body hurts and my throat is trying to kill me...and i have to go to dreas house and think about someone other than myself since im so fucking selfish and inconsiderate...ehh whatever ( Read more... )

i dont think i could do anything besides love you. for the first time in my life i am amazed that i have some to call and say i love you baby. i have someone i can hold tight and give sweet kisses to. i have someone i will fight for. some who loves me. i am so excited to be with you...this trial will work cuz we work mami....btw doesnt seem right ( Read more... )

oh the humanity thats is the real world...i forget how wonderful it is to watch crap tv...i think im hook...tylor or how every you spell his name is my absolute favorite...he's amazing...he is such an asshole...my girlfriend is fucking hot btw...if nobody knew....geez....im mad hungry...mad hungry...what shall i eat...i havent had subway in a ( Read more... )

ok no...why cant i log into myspace it keeps saying this is an invalid user...or this person has been deleted they better just be fucking around...ima be pissed the fuck off....oooo....to have to start all over again...i dont even remember who all i had in my friends aside form my main 60 friends...ooo....fucking fuckers....some tell me if you can ( Read more... )

wow ok i need to stop...and eat...its 4:06 and nothing...im not even hungry really i just have a headache..but i dont feel like going outside its too hot...im gonna ordero just mustering he energy to look through all the menus...i think i want lasanga(???) yes that sounds good...i hate my phone and all the weird people who call me...save 3 or 4 ( Read more... )

I've finally found the nerve to say ( Read more... )

hmmmm kinda hungry...i ate a really good grill cheese sandwich...lala made it for me...hmmm...i kinda want another one....or dominoes....hawiian pizza, or just pepperoni...mmm well i really have nothing to say but i figured why not post something even though it meaningless...

im so tired and im waiting for drea to get off the phone but all i want to do is go to cali and chill with my baby boo...oh god this headache geez...ehhh baby call me ...i need you...

yo its mad funny hanging out with guys i still feel mad young when i do even though they are older...im so horny right now thanx janine god...and i cant even get my little toy cuz its in the room with drea...and since drea is sleeping i wont be able to do anything...damn it....why u gotta be like that... now im like prayin that august 11th comes ( Read more... )