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Almost time for the Horses to Do their stuff! I must get back out to Belle River..which has turned out to be one of the presttiest horsefarms..with the nicest people ever. It will be hard not to want to move itn! I am equally as happy with the fact that they all have come together, with such enthusiasm to put their time, energy, and love towards ( Read more... )

I bet it is still just like you said it wasn't going to be, isn't it ( Read more... )

Tomorrow..well,today .I willbe happily a part of making a child's dream come true..as well as being surrounded by a million Beautiful horses in peak condition ( Read more... )

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I don't see you anymore.. I go back to a black light, florescent bedroom painting..Maynard in the background..and no life around me mattered..and You were there at times..and even when you weren't in the room..I felt so much closer to you..and now..Its as if I never knew you... Its so sad..and I miss you..and yet I feel I cannot win against what ( Read more... )

I work out..I swim..I run..I yoga..Now I just have to stop eating everything that tastes good... I'll keep thinking on that..Until then, I'm just going to use my body for what it loves to do..Move, move, move, and love..

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Thats it. I've decided, with the help and wings from a few helpful little angels, that I will fight and claw my way back into something better. I am tired of my patterns, fear, and ridiculous negative behavior ( Read more... )

Watching to kill a mockingbird..I'm finally a bit calmer with a little help from Ambien to kill the painful choas...I actually feel somewhat normal for the first time in weeks..I just wish my back wouldn't hurt now...Stupid window Jumping excursion..What the hell.. The Definition of crazy has nothing on me.