I have a new journal!
this ones is pretty important and big
so i warn you that you should be prepared before going there.

at that i give you:

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hey jordan stop complaining.

we are shaking hands
we are touching hands
i cut you down
and you walk away
you cut me down 
and i walk away
this is fragile
and you are scared
je suis
je suis
nous sommes mort
nous avons peur.

(i am 
i am
we are dead
we are scared)

Love will not save you.

(it is time to face reality.)

if we all died today would you regret leaving athe moment you did ( Read more... )

when i lay my head to rest ( Read more... )

.i have not been able to sleep well for about a week.
i simply cannot fall asleep.
once im asleep it is very restless.
and i sleep till at least 10.
(which i hate doing)
i have to be up at 8:30 tommorrow and ill be damned if i have insomnia.
onanothernote.
whydoesmyheartjump everytimeiseeanentry from you.
whydoyouaffectme.
now i will sleep even

i give up on friendship ( Read more... )

i cannot sleep.
i am not tired.
my heart and mind are moving at a ridiculous speed.
nothing. literally. im not being dramtic.nothin in my life is ideal.
i question everything i believe daily.or at least the ethics of it all.
there is no constant.
and the worst part is none of you realise what is going on.
because i am not allowed to tell you.
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lately i have felt like chopped liver.
i make attempts to be peoples friends, but everyone has something more important to do.
i am tired of being the person who always calls.
maybe i am being irrational, but i just want someone to hangout with on boring days like today.

i feel invisible.