Picking up all the pieces and starting over

[sakopoo2002]

there is nothing left

Comments

its ok

[i_hate_journals]

look denise, have I ever given you bad advice? I am advising you to just let it go. you had a lot of good times, so it was obviously worth it. so things didnt work out. its shitty, but hey, worse things have happened. trust me, it will get better. If I didnt have to work in 7 hours Id write more, but Im fuckin tired. call me if you need to talk.

Re: its ok

[sakopoo2002]

I can't think about the good times right now that will just make it a whole lot worse. Its not that easy to let it go but I know I have to. I think this is hardest thing I've ever went through besides my grandpa's death. Thats pretty bad, because he probably doesn't even give a fuck. I'm sorry if I'm not going to be happy all the time patrick, but it is going to take some time for me to feel like I am worth a damn. I'm just asking you to stick by me and not get angry if I'm upset. Because I need you right now, I don't want to lose you too.

Hey

[whompingrower]

Hey, I know you don't like me very much and stuff but if it helps at all I know exactly how you feel. It will probably take you a long time to get over it but in the end things will get better. When Nate broke up with me I didn't know what to do and I didn't think I would ever find anyone else and I was really sad. But if he hadn't done that I would've never even met Erik. Things happen for a reason. It might be bad now but as time goes on it'll get better. Just try and learn something from it and try and move on because if you don't it'll consume all your thinking and all the fun you could be having otherwise. All things happen for a reason.

Re: Hey

[sakopoo2002]

Thanks Janelle you have no idea what that means to me. I know I'll be able to move on though it right now it seems as if I can't. Hopefully I'll get as lucky as you and find someone that fits with me in everyway possible. But for now I'm going to have to work on sorting things out inside me.

Re: Hey

[deadtou]

I just want to say that I don't think that the is anybody in the world who fits someone else in everyway possible. I definitely think me and Janelle have our differences, but I do thing we have a certain something that just works.

Hug

[siege331]

*hugs Denise*
You will find someone better

[ubersaurus]

I don't think anyone will blame you if your upset for a while. We'll stick by ya.

[traitor84]

Denise, why didn't you tell me. I am so sorry. You don't need him anyways, I'm so serious. He's fake. I never really wanted to tell you before because I know how you feel about him, but for what I know of him being in my Art class last year, he's totally different. He changes for everyone. Then he tries to go back and well I think you know where I'm going with this. You used to come to me when things like this happened so I'm just letting you know that I'm still here. I'll c-ya.

[i_hate_journals]

you guys and your calling people fake. I know this probably isnt the right time to do anything close to defending jimmy, but come on. fake? I just need a good long explanation on how someone can be fake

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[traitor84]

He used to be all prepy then he wanted to be alternative. Then he would try and listen to Nsync while he was alternative. He just is an act. Just like Melissa Nemeth. I think you know what I mean.

RIGHT

[sakopoo2002]

he is fake as fuck. He turned the charm on in the beginning and then all of a sudden he was the person I hated in highschool. He sucks. I don't need him at all. Hes pretty much already moved on without a care in the world. I'm not going to sit here and wallow in my misery I'm going to have a fun spring and summer. I don't need anyone right now. i am a strong peroson, and i can't believe i wasted my life on someone so fucking worthless.