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...whatever?
I often get caught up in thinking about everything and anything. Ever since I was a little girl I have had difficultly sleeping because my thoughts don't let my conscious shut down long enough to go to sleep. When I first heard that people usually fell asleep in 10 minutes I was shocked and thought there was something seriously wrong with me. ( Read more... ) -
Railroad Tracks
I'm all settled in, and getting ready to rest for my first day. Or, as James called it, "show and tell" (I have a feeling he may be right for once). As in the past I am paranoid that unwanted eyes are reading this thing, so I'll leave my details to a minimum ( Read more... ) -
Every Mile a Memory
I think it's fairly safe to say that girls seem to go for the 'asshole' and that the nice guy more often than not seems to be left in the poor 'friend' zone. I used to credit this only to the fact the nice guy tends to be less balls-y, leaving girls with less nice guy offers and more asshole offers --and really, what's a girl to do? Whether or ( Read more... ) -
Just because you have the emotional range of a teaspoon...
I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now, it's a very odd sensation. I think I may be torn between feeling everything and nothing at the same time. I'm not particularly upset or happy. Frazzled would be a good word --if I could care more about all the things I should probably concern myself with right now. I have a neverending list of to- ( Read more... ) -
goodnight loves
It's funny how simple acceptance of the present can make life a little easier, and me all the more content. Satisfied. Warm inside. -
Procrastination
I'm amused by my sudden desire to write in this thing --it's purely a procrastination device. I don't have all that many new thoughts running through my head, but I do have plenty of things I'd rather not do coming up ( Read more... ) -
What...
So basically I woke up this morning thinking --man, I just had the best weekend ever, basically. Nothing amazingly out of the ordinary or spectacular (outside Terry visiting, of course) but man did everything flow well. So much laughter, such awesome company. What a great weekend ( Read more... ) -
Happy
Someone told me tonight that I'm happier than they thought I was and I realized I'm a lot happier than I thought I was ( Read more... ) -
After further investigation...
So, I just spent however long since my last post looking over my old entries from 3-4 years ago. And realized that my life wasn't significantly better. Less, complicated, yes. I had less to be worried about. I really didn't think about all too much, it seems. But, to try to give myself the benefit of the doubt (though I just cringed realizing ( Read more... )
