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Since the beginning of this semester, I've been kind of up in arms about my major. I'm not really enjoying the prospect of becoming an educator. I can't have a minor, I can't express myself for who I really am, and I just flat out feel fake. I feel like I'm forcing myself to become something I'm not cut out for. I have other talents that I'm ( Read more... )

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Semester one completed ( Read more... )

My grandfather passed away this morning. He was 91. It wasn't really a serious illness, just a blockage of the carotid artery and that caused a lot of issues for him the past few weeks. He had been becoming disoriented and then lost movement of his right side. He was in pain and frustrated. He passed away in his sleep. My family is dealing with it ( Read more... )

Today has been a strange day. It was one that just didn't feel right. Nothing went according to plan. Nothing was expected, but nothing was unexpected ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, it was great to be a student at the University of South Carolina. The Old Ball Coach and his Gamecocks were ranked #6 in the nation and #1 in the SEC East. It was a good football season to be a Gamecock ( Read more... )

some days i miss high school. other days i don't ( Read more... )

as this weekend was my first weekend back, the word "different" was tossed about a lot. my relatives and people at my church said "oh you look like a college girl now ( Read more... )

I take the stairs. I eat lunch in my room. I play Guitar Hero. I take really long showers. I close my door. I write weird things on my white board. I play cymbals in the marching band. I eat junk food. I can spell. I like to learn. I like to sing. I have a tattoo. I have a boyfriend of 4 years. I oversleep and don't take showers some mornings. I ( Read more... )