well the pain i caused was accidental and you never gave me a chance to fix it...i mean youve hurt me worse than i let on to anyone, and your continueing to hurt me worse and worse each passing day...especailly with the new development with ryan, something you convenatly forgot to say anything to me about....but i guess i was right the entire time...it was just like everytime before..on difference...the pain is worse
I talked to you about it twice, Ian, and after that it seemed like we were getting more and more distant. I went a fucking week with that, and to tell the truth it still hurts. You know, that my boyfriend couldn't take the initiative to hang out with me once in awhile. You haven't been talking to me, so really why should I tell you anything? Yeah, Ian. I am happy, but that was an accident, too. Do you think I woke up one day and said to myself "Hey, I just broke up with a guy I loved, and now let's go be with someone else! Fun!"? No. Let's just drop it, it's not helping either of us.
well i used to wake up every morning just glad that for once something in my life wasnt completly shitty....now i get to wake up and relize that i lost the only person ive cared about in such a long time...but im glad you tryed looking at it from my point of view....but you know i thank you for breaking up with me and forgeting everything about me not even a day after........and unlike you i dont have the ability to drop it...im sorry that i cared...that i still care.....but like always i guess these feelings will die down again
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