I promised you i wouldn't leave. That these would be the best of times and our happiness would flourish. Well listen here, I'm skipping town. I had one last heartbeat for my home and you stole it. Once again I've Played the fool and gained a standing ovation for doing so. The crowd is cheering for our performances though i must admit you played ( Read more... )

Love. The idea of love is a noble concept in itself. But ultimatly I have learned that thats all it really is for me, an idea. A bohemian concept that within me does not exist, or cannot exist. I believe that i am incapable of love. Lust however is something i can do, something that does exist. I believe that the majority of people out there ( Read more... )

I live to love but i don't love to live.. idk why i just wrote that, perhaps because it just jumped into my head and i felt it was a perfect way of summing up my thoughts of the moment. As many may have realized, i did not move to Florida even though i truly wanted to. there were many contributing factors in this decision, but hey thats life. ( Read more... )

Yep, this will be my last Journal post... at least from altoona ( Read more... )

I dont even care anymore ( Read more... )

i decided to update with everything since may ( Read more... )

Well holy shit i've been gone a long ass time ( Read more... )

its halfway through summer, i do stuff, dont know what but i do,today i hung with a bunch of people at jennys, it was nice, we shaved carters head into a mohawk, hung out and stuff. btw im still gettin zero love ...how sad

OK as everyone has stated, school is out, its all good. My birthday is coming up on thursday contact me if you wish to hang out for a bit on that day.I've just been relaxing so far and its all good. Unfortunatly i missed the starwars day of doom at aliahs mucho sad face. I am going to visit my father this weekend, he is very sick and i think just ( Read more... )

well not alots happend latley... schools been gay due to finals, votech's been acutally nice the past week due to our partys. then saturday i went to the movies with ryan,aliah,kim,justin,and scott. we saw starwars for me i saw it again, it was alot of fun, then yesterday wasnt bad, i went to walmart since i needed to shop for some food and other ( Read more... )