Finally i grow tired of myself ( Read more... )

Life is filled with change and in order to have inner peace one must become pliable like water. But what a challenge that is no? To take the shape of your container but still maintain your individual integrity.

im trying to focus on my focus. Can I will myself there?

i need to humble myself before the Lord ( Read more... )

with full hands outstretched i ask you for more and do not realize that one should open their hands for sharing.

Not myself.
myself?
the self....

"It alone is without flaw, it alone rounds and completes all,
that mystic baffling wonder alone completes all."
--Walt Whitman

Sometimes I stop and think of the small things in life, the ones that we take for granted. Its really those tiny moments that make up our lives--conversations over late night iced tea, a cigar on the steps outside, or a precious stolen moment alone to just be for a little while ( Read more... )

a long sip of wine on the beach and sometimes its like a ball of nerves in your vagina.

But there is nothing like being a DJ and making new music live--the beat, the dance, the closeness of the people in the crowd.

Madonna is right, nothing matters on the dancefloor.

Strange but I have recently developed a crush on jams. Now that I have made peace with my previous crush it seems like I can live my life freely again. Odd how sometimes we suffer from Anaconda Love as Toni Morrison would say--the kind of love often times women are most susceptable to; its like a huge shadowy love that comes over you and makes you ( Read more... )

you know something i really hate this whole rejection thing its so uncool. I mean i think when its done right away thats fine, thats just some one's opinion, but when a guy takes like a zillion years to reject you after showing you attention and attraction and curiosity--its going to take some time for me to not think about him anymore. I think ( Read more... )

its raining in houston and im in an odd mood. its not that i am particularly upset or that anything is awry, i just really want to listen to the rain alone in the still of an empty home and i cant. There is too much noise around me and 2 people too many. Ive been thinking about that long long crush that drained me and gave me some creative vibes as ( Read more... )