Things are going well for me overall at the moment. i am learning and thinking about unconditional love and non-violence. I am thinking about how beautiful love can be, how Gandhi said that when he despaired he recalled that in history love always won.

i think i need more poetry in my life.

" I thought poetry could change everything, could ( Read more... )

My Epic journey through Europe ( Read more... )

It is so annoying how when life disappoints me I fall off the track that I want to be on -- and then I suddenly refresh myself and jump back on board. Why cant I just stay strong and challenge myself to just keep moving and pushing forward for my own personal goals all the time ( Read more... )

I do not even know this guy x yet, he is just someone I have spoken with and whom I can tell I greatly admire, and yet I can feel myself planning out how things will be when i love him. I know that sounds like too much, but my heart greatly desires to be involved in the struggles of love--it feeds me. I have a connection with him, one that I rarely ( Read more... )

Today I am feeling better about love and life in a way. I think that I may have taken this whole thing a bit far, but I cannot deny that I did feel something and that it is important to me to feel love and give love to someone...and I would like to seek out and find the one. Perhaps the world has a wonderful man out there for me that I would never ( Read more... )

Sometimes we have these experiences and meet people and it seems like there has to be some sort of a meaning behind it--some point to the encounter. I have met more than a dozen men on match.com but really no one special--there was dr hottie, but he ended up not being a serious kind of guy...and now I have met someone named X. At first he chased me ( Read more... )

Its amazing when suddenly you are sitting still and you realize that the peace you have been seeking is right now.
Frankly I am still trying to take it all in. I think the dog may be doing a better job than me at adjusting. My stomach has been turning, I have lost my appetite and Im worried all the time about things that I can't quite pin down. I ( Read more... )

it seems that i am being pulled in several different directions these days, but I think that I have it under control to some extent at least. However I am nervous that everything blows up on me. Who wouldn't be ( Read more... )

I need some space from all of the haters. I really do. this trip to Miami could not have arrived at a better time when I think about it. I am really happy about the fact that I am coming into my own in my career, I am thrilled about it really. It just seems that no one else is. And its not that I need the approval of others, rather its that I could ( Read more... )

Life just seems to be this endless "thing" that I am trying to escape from--this place where I am unsure of my next move and something I am always trying to escape. Its amazing to me that this is it---I constantly wonder "what else is there?". Is everyone looking for what they feel like they are missing ( Read more... )