Well I have a car to go with my shiny new license a '80 something Chrysler New Yorker ... i'm so happy, I drove all the way from El Paso in my not so new yet new to me car. I also get to drive it back to El Paso on Sunday. Ok I know it isn't really that exciting but it is to me dammit!!! I have a couple of things I'd like to do when we go home this ( Read more... )

Well I came to the conclusion that some people suck and are stupid and need to freekin grow up , but that's all I have to say about that ( Read more... )

Last night was the first night in six days that I didn't cry myself to sleep, I think I'm feeling better about all that has been happening. Alysya and little Frankie came into town today, but I never made it over to the Chapman's like I had planned, Mike's baby sister Judy called me to tell me that she had found some old vidios of Mike and some of ( Read more... )

I recived some veary sad and extreamly painfull news on saturday evening. My high school sweetheart Mike chapman was found dead in his apartment. I still don't know what happened. Every one was calling ... worst of all Mike and I hadn't even spoken realy in almost two years. Our break up was a bad one and both of us never could apaligize, it was ( Read more... )

Haven't done this in like forever, but I guess that is life without a computer ( Read more... )

Today the POWs arrived at Fort Bliss, and I couldn't help but wonder if I'll ever see Ozzie again. I feel bad because it took him getting sent to war to get us to seek each other out after graduation, and now he is MIA.

Some days I do stupid Shit Like delete the long ass entry that I just spent 30 m writing. I think the computer has a vendetta against me, stupid computer.
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Well another week has started and I still haven't done all the crap I need to. It sounds crazy but I'm home sick. i want to go home or drive though the west side picking the house that would be mine when I am rich and famous. Or go to scenic drive just be for Dark and just sit over the wall until all the morons who are too cheep to get a hotel room ( Read more... )

today is much better, no theory today, much rejoicing ( Read more... )

ty and I got in to our first real fight. i'm real upset because I don't want him to be mad at me. I hate this thought that he is mad at me, and it isn't even over us it's over fucking Dr Romero and Dr. Van ( Read more... )