What is inconcievable may trick us. We don't and never will expect it. Why possess the self confidence that inevitably bring down man? The simple life changes. Elementary lessons teach the elderly what youth take advantage of. If we still remain in those blissful illusions are we truly unable to find happiness or are we too shy to admit that we are ( Read more... )

Me.

My behavior has been atrocious. I deserve severe chastisement.

I have been holding in a lot of emotions lately, so I've been reacting a lot more violently. I need to go work out, and get the endorphins flowing... Watch episode 3 season 2 of Grey's Anatomy, and that'll make more sense.

Speaking of Grey's Anatomy, currently, I've been quite obsessed ( Read more... )

The phrase "natural flirt" pervades the halls of typical high schools. Does that phrase actually contain some truth? Can someone really flirt unconsciously? I used to think otherwise. Accidental flirting? Bull shit. Well, bull shit on me. I might be a hypocrite now.

All my complaints of being unable to find a boy friend is true. My standards are set ( Read more... )

Does alcohol always do this to me? Maybe I've never notice the subtle effects one shot of jaeger can do to me. As I'm driving home about two hours ago, my thought are tackling each other in my head. Its difficult to even concentrate. It's the first time I've ever driven home alone from a club. Someone is always beside me to keep me smiling and ( Read more... )

I don't know if its just bizarre or coincidental, but everytime I go back to Academy something always happens. I don't want to be too detailed, but this is what I need right now to make my life a little more interesting.

This year has passed by so quickly. My first year at Baylor is over. It's been officially over since May 1st. I've survived. What a rewarding feeling.

My emotional instabilities are slowly but surely going away. I'm still not getting along with my parents that well, and that is my only problem right now. I think I'm happy with my environment, with ( Read more... )

I apologize for not allowing myself the time to update for my fans. Thank you readers who love the way I vent. You guys are the reason I stop myspacing and actually type something that's meaningful to me ( Read more... )

It's about four in the morning and I cannot sleep until I blog about this...

Once again, I'm going down a steep hill. It almost feels frictionless. Maybe the reason I feel this way is because I over analyze everything, and in doing so, my life loses its beauty. Just like if you over analyze a novel, the meaning is lost from the story. Well, at least ( Read more... )

Every thought of your words, your jokes, your random phrases brings me to my knees in disgust. I'm vomiting over our so called friendship, over your second identity, over everything we've been through.

I want to release all my frustration into this one blog, but I can't even do it without keeping people anonymous. That's even more fucking irritating ( Read more... )

6/30 @ Relient Arena

List of all the bands playing:(italicized are the bands I wouldn't mind seeing)
18 Visions
AFI
Aiden
The Academy Is
Against Me!
Alexisonfire
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag
Armor For Sleep
ASG
Billy Talent
The Bled
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine
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