conflicting, confusing emotions today. i sometimes need to just stop thinking about it. especially during this part of my cycle. but, after it all, i think i came back around to my calm. listening to the cd casey made me years ago. laundry done. mud puddles under my bike wheels but that's okay. sleepy yawn

i want to sleep with her now, tonight, in our bed, or any bed really ( Read more... )

never thought i'd be a "coworker" type, but i love my work ladies.

i recently discovered (read: today, examining snow footprints) that i am duckfooted ( Read more... )

i like learning about really really old shit. i want to be an astronomy minor. but why do i have to be a math person to be a science person? how do people even figure all this stuff out? sometimes i feel like it's just bull and that humans can never actually figure anything out, or at least nothing as old as the universe or most of its composition ( Read more... )

it's weird that she's backpacking through foreign lands and i'm sitting here in this prepared environment ( Read more... )

it's official. i'm going to ecuador.
crazily excited. and crazily excited to be away from this place
!!!!!!!!!

a bed that i don't want to avoid, cash flow, funny and talented people
life is good

whew. happy birthday to me. sick, on the rag, working, and thousands of miles away from my love.
and it's supposed to snow.
at least i can legally buy my own plane ticket now?
 

i see the light at the end - two papers and one exam to go, and one paper will be done today before four (better get on that)! i am so excited for this winter break, hanging out with good folks in new ways, birthdays and christmas celebrations, turning eighteen at last, goddamnit - and probably reading the harry potter series over again, because it ( Read more... )