i am compulsive at a lot of things - giving in being one of them, and trying to hard to make other people happy another ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to delete this...

I don't know... maybe just for the sake of EVERYTHING.

i hate myself ( Read more... )

what good combos.
chinese food and kellie
and ice cream and caitlin j.
can't really get any better than that!

Supersonic, super destructive, seemingly unresistable
On the job, around the clock, with 24 hour a day reliability
Constantly monitoring, pulse-taking, controlling
Into a continuous flow of interpretation, which could be understood at a

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :) :) :) :)

happy! :)

yesterday was decent. targeted 8-130 but i was dead tired. then went to the shop for a bit and then was planning to go out for caje's bday later on. but she texted me saying how people were making her feel bad about the movie deal and just hanging out with her in general on her birthday and that sucks. it made me really sad to see her like that ( Read more... )

uhm today was pleasent. worked target 8-1:30. boring and slow, but it pays ( Read more... )

idk  i dont know. im  busy and stressed and sad. and now i feel worse. i hate myself. i  feel like i ruin other people or dont give them what they need.

Hmmmm ( Read more... )

long beach has been fun and relaxing, definitely nowhere near last year though :( it was way more fun when i had my best friends with me there ( Read more... )