well, today wasnt a total loss. i did some cleaning, check book stuff, e-mailing, showered, etc ( Read more... )

well, i managed to avoid my feelings for the majority of the day. i went to the lake with mom and fed the waterfowl. later i went to best buy and just browsed. saw samurai jack. ill prolly pick that up later. oh ya, i got winged migration from mara today. SWEET ( Read more... )

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so, the past week has been one of the most positive weeks ive lived in a LONG time. and its definitely helped me out. but dam...y does it have to take so much effort ( Read more... )

...having to say goodbye to 2 friends in less than 2 months really isnt fun. of course ill still keep contact with cam, but he kept saying things like "well i guess ill see ya in a few years".....i only think he was somewhat kidding. im really scared for him going to iraq. if he goes, he'll be on cannon duty. could easily get fucking killed. this ( Read more... )

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The good old days are good as gone ( Read more... )

well, i just talked to the person i needed to. nothing new really came up. things said dont really surprise me anymore. so ya....just more reason to do what ive been doing

and im good. this could end up working for me.

it still sux lol. but i sort of know what im doing...so its all good

yep so i got a pretty good idea for finishing my paper. i can prolly finish it tommorrow and then ill be DONE. yayyy

on a lesser note......there is someone i need to talk to.....fucker

well Hester was a fucking ass about the final. he made it comprehensive...ALOT of it. so basically im pretty sure i failed. i bet ill still pass, but an A and maybe even a B will be sacrificed ( Read more... )