well, shit.

ahahahahahahahahah.
ahahahahahahahahah.
wow.
i don't even know what to say.

I want to reach into my throat and lungs and just scratttttttccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and scratch and scratch and scratch.
this cough will be the end of me.

I’m feeling productive and new and motivated and clear-headed. It came on so suddenly, but I’m soooo glad it did.

I’m going to read more books before I go back to school. I’m going to see more friends at home before I go back to school. I’m going to take a picture every single day this year - I’m going to push myself to finish a project - I’m going ( Read more... )

pathos.
pathos.
pathos.
pathos.
pathos.

"I got pudding for a backbone -- but so do you."

i haven't written in here since September.
a lot has changed.
a lot hasn't.

my hands are shaking and my arms are freezing.

almost everyone i know is having a terrible semester.

i'm painfully nervous about tomorrow.
i hope everything goes well.
if Obama doesn't win, i don't know what I'm going to do with myself.

ugh. i never know what to say.

what the fuck am i doing wrong?
can someone please tell me?

Dear Kristal,
You have too much shit.
Love,
Kristal

ow.