yea i woke this morning to the sound of a tear drop hit my floor nothing but silence im lost n confused i need you i need you i never meant for this i never meat for any of it im not who u think i am im a terrible person i hide how i truly feel about situations i hide my faith im scared

yea well for my new years resoulution is to grow up

yea well the past days have been hell heart breaking tears falling biting lip days its not right well i think there done but now i have the hole probation officer shit im so fucked like seriously why do i bother im doing good now n all ive been working so hard but now i dunno whats ganna happen i might get locked up i dunno if so then all that work ( Read more... )

lack of sense ( Read more... )

as my body falls
as my heart cares
im in your eyes tonight
thoes words you said to me meant everything
im in your eyes tonight
lost n dazed
holding your hand
im in your eyes tonight
watching you drift off to sleep
resting gently in my arms
your head on my shoulder
im in your eyes tonight
and
your in my eyes forever n more

yea well im a jealousy parnode worring fucking asshole i cant take anything anymore ill just cry if something happens i cant handle it anymore i just cant i need to get over it i need to stop what and how i am im really fucked up im just n emotional wreck now i dont kno what im ganna do i really dont

yea well i dunno what im doing anymore i just wanna stay in my room everyday yup i lost my job i quit basiclly i hat this shit so much i dont want to.....

a crying dream ( Read more... )

my feelingS have been down my eyes have been red from the cryin in bed i cant take with what has come i cant imagine the heart breaking thats been done but i kno hes somewhere happy i know he will watch over his friends i kno he will watch over her its a crying dream a image that hounts me for now n this is what its like to feel to lose someone he ( Read more... )

R.I.P MATT

YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN....

if you saw me dieing would you save me or would you leave me on this floor that i lay in my own blood n wake to the death of downs ill hold these thoughts in my mind ill hold these ever so perfect dreams in my heart would you save me i would save you and bring you back to life just to kiss you once again to hold you in my arms till the end ill ( Read more... )