Seventeen and strung out on confusion
Trapped inside a roll of disillusion
I found out what it takes to be a man
Well,Mom and Dad will never understand

this is a empty page i never wrote before i am nothing to say what go's on in my head i am just a scar in my eyes i see what i seen in my dreams i seen what i seen happen to many others i seen my own death n i seen me in a mess i dont know what to say when i seen you in my head leaving me for good i am seeing it all just happen infront of my eyes ( Read more... )

wow best weekend ever i loved it ok well it started out umm me going to alices like always but it was our 8th month it went good yea well her parents wanted me to go up to bell the town that no one knows about n help them build stuff so i did got paid but wow i never ever seen so many stars in my life it was amazing n laying there with alice n ( Read more... )

yea well alots been going on i been feeling like blah like i dont want to do anything but i went for a walk ttoday for like 3hrs first just walking around thinkin n thinkin n i dunno what to do but im trying hard to do the right thing like i walked to the school n paid so i can start night school again n like i dont like to be home i try my hardest ( Read more... )

im so bored!!!!!!!!!! hmm nothing much oing on i miss alice and umm yea this is gay bye....

love you

wow i love life...ok friday was good went to alices watched the gurl next door and stuff lol we dont do much but hang out at the houes n its not even boring like i have fun every time hmmm then saturday went to the strip with alice i love going there lol me n alice kept talkin shit about ppl that went by just having fun it was great i love being ( Read more... )

im on the phone with you i dont want to get off yet but you do i dont get why you do this i dont get why i feel this way yet im in the blackness again my eyes fade to white sometimes when im down i look all around for the one thing that i smile on the picture that really makes me smile i can look at it for hours i can cry for you if thats what u ( Read more... )

yea well lifes been good n i been still feeling like shit i guess itll never stop ill always be like this well the other day n other day befor that was great been with alice n i dunno its like all good n nothing wrong it scares me now coz of what she did but still it shouldnt have been done at all i just wish she would have told me but ehh its ( Read more... )

yup i love life i really do like im not looking at the bad anymore i dont think the worst n if i do its prob cause i have a good reason but yea i wanna start skating again like more i miss it like chillin with jerm n ruben its fun ya know well as of now me n alice i dont think theres anything wrong between us but then again i can be wrong cause i ( Read more... )

yea my days now are just working home showering n then nights school n hopefully getting around to talkin to my babe yea well g2g to sleep n wake for work niht everyone