I completely forgot about live journal until today ( Read more... )

"It's almost like you had it planned. It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said 'hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time'. What was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place, but we won't talk about the hard place. I dont blame you anymore, that's too much pain to store. It left me half dead inside my head ( Read more... )

Ok so I kind of forgot about this thing until haha actually my dad mentioned it to me and having my school on here, butttt sorry, not changing it! I mean I did, but then I had to put it back, if anyone is going to stalk anyone, they have enough sense to use myspace! lolz ( Read more... )

been working and chilling for the entire summer. School soon. My schedule is no where near ready, kinda irritated. Not all that excited bout senior year but whatcha gonna do right? k, that's all the time I have to spare for writing about my life ( Read more... )

Well since apparently so many of my friends read my live journal, it's not the secret space it once was to go and trash life. Although I really have nothing to trash at this point and time. Life is good. Friends are good. Family is good. I am getting registered for school tomorrow(hopefully!). I really dont have the energy to spill my feelings ( Read more... )

I was having this intense conversation with someone today and I think the most memorable part of the conversation was "Scars are more realistic, and more interesting than an unbruised heart." That is too true. No one can honestly say that they were never hurt in some way by someone else ( Read more... )

Soooo summer isn't all that I expected. At least not yet. I am working and sleeping, and that's about it. Everyone has jobs or are away, so it makes it hard to hang out with anyone. I see some people on a regular basis...Sue with the whole pretending to run me over with the death mobile and THEY WERENT ESKIMOS! lolz that's what u get when you spend ( Read more... )

I just wanna have some fun! I'm so tired of people bringing me down. I can't fight anyone else's battles when I can't even fight my own! I'm tired of trying to get people to like me or to change their minds about me. In the words of matt..."it's hit or miss" you either love me or you hate me. I dont know when I became one of those people, but I am ( Read more... )

It's so weird to see someone going through the exact same thing I went through a year ago. I cant stop it from happening, although I would give anything to. All I can do is try to help her along and be there for her. I didnt have anyone there for me, although so many tried. You cant truly understand until its happened to you. I feel like its my job ( Read more... )

Just wanna be free
You wanna run with me
So why does it feel like you're what's holding me back?