NEW LJ.
this one bores me immensely
a__gypsy_mouth
^thats 2 underscores..
add me pleas?

poop.
i had to go back to school today.
frown.
but at least stuart's home, right?
right.

fall weather makes me tired.

i was doing my hw and i fell asleep for an hour. ohhh it was a good nap.

but i miss the summer and i hate schhool... and life right now really. i feel like everything is working against me, and i just wanna be sincerly happy.

oh, right. im going to hc w/a group of girls cause i didnt get asked. (big suprize)

fuck off

i think i might have just returned home from my 1st ever date.
but you cant ever be sure about these things.
no one ever just comes out & clarifies...
"sam, hey. ya, that was a date if i ever saw one myself."........
although that would be nice.

it makes me laugh because i forgot to lock up the house last night and my mom goes "thats scary to think we could have all been raped"
summers here.
all i do is swim and work.
i want a boy to makeout w/.
i think thats all thats missing
i dont wanna go in aug anymore

here is something i just realized...and it makes me sound ultra lame.
i have NEVER been asked to a dance in my life.
not by 1 person.
i suck.

after practice i talked to kate. her and her bf, nick just kinda broke up. i feel so bad for her. it was her 7 months. she loves him so bad ( Read more... )

if you make me a promise, follow through. failed promises make me upset. it hurts. its like i know youre gonna not follow through, but i keep belieivng you anyways. and im sick of being the gullable one. the baby. im sick of being me. sam stenson. she is a bore.

i am sick of making the wrong choices. i wish someone else would choose for me.
and i wish that people would tell you what they think so you dont have to sit there guessing. what do you want from me?

really good day today. wouldnt have wanted to spend it anyother way. hahah. that rhymed. dang. im a gangster.