I understand that a wedding is the time to look beautiful and take wonderful pictures but does that mean you should sacrifice being who you are or being comfortable ( Read more... )

 gar

really?

I realize I'm at home all day. I fully admit that part of my time is spent on video games. But how does that excuse you from doing certain chores when asked.

We had agreements. About dishes and laundry and whatnots. Somehow they are all falling through.

if you weren't so super stressed I'd say this all to you

I've noticed/realized that men here (in Philly) have some kind of weird fascination of tattooing their children's names onto themselves. Or even tattooing something on themselves for other people (in memory of most often). I'm not saying it's a bad thing, I've just never met so many people in one place that do this. I guess it all depends on where ( Read more... )

[can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now.]

i don't know what i'm going to do for the rest of my life. neither does Brad. why can't we be left alone to figure it all out. the pressure doesn't help one bit, just makes it worse in the end.

i could really use a wish right now ...

I can't sleep I miss him so much. I miss everyone to be sure but it's so bizzare not being held or knowing that if I REALLY wanted him to he could take 20 min and be by my side. When did I become so dependenton him? Not that it's a bad thing ( Read more... )

it's a new year. i'm engaged. i'm graduating. i'm looking for a full-time job ( Read more... )

we won't talk about it, just like we don't talk about most things after they happen, and it'll linger like an unanswered question ( Read more... )

so a new year. happens every year, as expected of course.

they say the way you welcome the new year is some sort of prediction of how it will be the rest of the year. how did i welcome it?

i was with Nader and his girlfriend, Megan, at his friends party. were we not told to sit up off the couch i could have welcomed the new year with Nader's arm ( Read more... )

i feel it coming. that itch in my fingers that means i want to write something. i need to revise some stories for my creative writing class. i know i have like two weeks to work on them but i figure the sooner the better to get them out of the way. so knowing that the itch to write is coming makes me happy. but i'm going to wait until i can't stand ( Read more... )

but i've been walking for a thousand miles
one last time, i could see you smile

i (i) hold (hold) on (on) to you
you bring me hope, i'll see you soon
and if i don't see you
oh, i'm afraid we've lost the way

stay, beautiful baby
i hope you
stay

~*~

to change the world,
start with one step
however small,
the first step is hardest of all

once you get to your gate
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