Wow... it has been such a loooong time since I've written on here. Last time I wrote on here there was nothing going on in my household..lol..and thats never gonna change. Well, last New Years I was grounded and not allowed to go out. But this New Years I was!!! YAY! GO ME! Last year I thought Mandy was gonna move and she ended up showing at school ( Read more... )

Hello!..I haven't updated in a long time but I needed to get some things off my chest. My mom has been soo freakin stressed lately that she takes everything out on me! Right now is not a good time to be f*ckin with me though. Things have been really rough these past few weeks. I mean, first school starts and I had to accept the fact that my best ( Read more... )

As I sit here staring at the ceiling, I wish things were different.Sure, I have a best friend and loving parents and those things are great but thats only what people see when they look at my life.If they were to take a deeper look, they would see thee crumbling heart and torn soul that no one feels or sees but me.Not everything is as wonderful as ( Read more... )

Well its about 1:15 and I'm bored as shit. School was boring and I started feelin bad so I called momma on my cell phone and left:> I'm watching one of my soaps, Passions, and its gotten to where they really piss me off! I mean all these people backstabbing folks b/c she stole so&so's husband and this guy got this other man's wife pregnant and its ( Read more... )

Well today I woke up around 12 or something..but as usual I layed in the bed til 12:30. I got up and came and got on the internet to discover that Mandy and her mamer was coming over so we could do our gift exchange.Well I serisouly needed a shower so I told her to wait about an hour..but I was still in the shower when they arrived..I'm late for ( Read more... )

Hello all! Well its about 9 o'clock and I just walked in the door from Mobile. So much fun! We went Christmas shopping today, I got 2 new pairs of earrings, a shirt, and a pair of pants.YaY! Me and Momma are goin back to Mobile the Monday after we get out of school to go get some prices on my car:> yippee my very own automobile..lol! I would post ( Read more... )

Hello! I haven't written in 8 days..lol dang! Thats a long time.I have had a good day today...the past three days have been good!:> except for yesterday afternoon when me and mother dearest got into a fight:@ oh well..I'm leavin for the river in about 3 or 4 hours..yippee...I missed goin to Samantha Rowell's Iron Bowl party for the fuckin river! I ( Read more... )

Hello! I'm feeling better than I did yesterday..thank God.Laken is still an aggrevating lil cracker! I got a 'xanga' journal thingy about 10 min. ago and my username is samanthaleann!..lol same as this one!I really wanna go back to sleep but can't because I have to help get stuff ready for our camping trip this weekend! me and NANA;) are gonna have ( Read more... )

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Hello! This is my first entry..exciting. Oh well..today has been pretty good,out of school tomorrow(yAy)I'm still really pissed off about my english grade,but who cares? not me:P i'm talkin to Trent right now and hes talkin about some crap that i don't really care about..lol..I got burnt in the tanning bed today!it hurts:( I'm realllly pissed off ( Read more... )